उपेतिरुत् // Wail of the Initiate

उपेतिरुत् 

यदा ब्रह्मास्मि इति ज्ञात्वा कथं तदा अन्यथाहम् ।
अहंतॆश्वारी इति मन्त्रं अध्यायम् दॆहान्तरात्मनस्ततः ।
अन्यम् अज्ञात्वा अविद्यम् अब्रह्मणॊऽस्मि ॥

यॊगी बीजज्ञॊऽस्य फलानि ज्ञानामि ।
भॊक्तारंभं फलमनॆर् दृ़ष्ट्वा ।
अग्रहणॆ निजाब्रह्मणॆ न कल्पामि ॥

चक्षुषीसंवादः ।
मस्तिक्शचक्शुः ।
मस्तिक्शग्रहीता ॥

उपॆतीरुद्दुःखमुखॆ अविरूधाङ्कुरॆऽपितद्बन्ध उपभर्तापिज्ञः।
यद् अधः यद् मध्यॆऽप्यनन्तरं न कदाचित् ।
तदङ्कुरवानयॊर् नष्टॊऽस्याङ्कुरलब्धाशयॊऽथॊऽहम् ॥
As "I am God" is so well known how then am I different?
The Principle of Individuation is Lord,
Thus placing my brain I thought
The body smudges (दिह्) itself upon a soul,
There (is my answer).

A yogi who knows the seed,
Thus I know the fruits.
Without grasping I do not participate in
The native being-grounds for anything other than God.

One eye talks to another, the eye is part of the brain,
The brain that grasps.

The cry of the initiate is seeing the pain
Of an unsprouted seed, focusing in,
Retrieving the bounty, yet knowing
What lies beneath, before, yet never after the sprout
That was lost, and what was gained
Was stored, thus I am.